Abah is my everything ^_^

Hi guys and Assalamualaikum! Aku tak rasa macam nk cakap Bahasa matsaleh kat sini. I feel like typing MANGLISH. Do you know what Manglish means? Manglish = Malay+English. I tak tahu lah who the heck yg mereka-reka ayat tuh bit its okay. That's not the issue for today. 

Today, I just wanna share my MANGLISH poems to everybody kay~ Poem ni is all about my abah and me. It might tear you apart*prasan mcm akunye poem ni hebat sgt. =p So here it is....

ABAH.....

As i step my feet to the high school...

I've vow to myself. I said that I wanna be a better person. No more roughness in myself.

I'll behave myself as a real demure girl. But i really did it. But to become a 'demure girl' tak semudah itu..

I'm not that kinda girl. I admit it. 

I always try.. Try to be the best for you. The best daughter but it seems like you never appericiate it.

Through my naked eyes lahh... You always advice me, thought me a lot of things.

But the most things that you always advice to me is all about my ATTITUDE.

Why??

Yes, I admit it that I'm a very stubborn girl. 

I'm rude somtimes towards you. My ego is always high and will rise up as I see your face.

I always rebuke back and make my disapproval face to youu..

But you keep reminding me to not do that face as it will stick to my face forever.

But i keep doing it till now. Why? Because of my ego.

My ego ruins everything.

My ego makes me act rude and sometimes make me direspect you as a father..

Actually, deep inside my heart...

I do agree with every single thing that you said. That you thought.

I admit it that you're the best father that I've ever had.

Nobody can ever replace you..

If people said that their father is much more genius and more handsome than my father...

I'll shook my head with denial....and

I'll said that my father is the most genius and the most handsome father in the world and nobody can beat him neither the Prime Minister nor Tom Cruise..

I do love you abah....
But maybe i don't know how to act through action...
But my heart sincerely do loves you..

I didn't have any intention to hurt you even a scratch...

Yes...

Nobody in this world can change their bad behaviors overnight.

NOBODY....

Nobody's perfect including you and me...

I admit it, that I've done many mistakes towards you...
But you're a very patient father..
Never give up and keep advicing me to do good deed..
You always control your anger..
Don't want me to get hurt...
And todayy,

I'm very very very sorry abah...

I didin't meant to hurt you that much.

There's no way in this world that I'm going to embaress you..

Noo way!!

I type this poem today because your words today really touches my heart...

You said that you'll not let me undergo all things alone.

You said that you'll assist me as long as you're still alive..
You said that one thing for sure is that you wanted the best for me...
And you'll take the whole responsibility for spoiling me..
You'll never walkaway just like that..
You said that..
Eventhough I'm married..
You'll never let me go..
And I'm still your responsibility until he's no more in this Earth..

How big your love towards me abah....

As you said those words....

I tore apart...
I burst into tears...

Then,

You said that you'll give me big support....

And as long as you're alive...

Nobody can ever touches and give bad influence to your daughter....

Again you said...

That if you're no more on this Earth ...

You're afraid that I can't withstand without you....

You said that one thing for sure is that deep down in your heart,

You one the best for your daughter...

You always pray the best for your daughter....

You're afraid that I can't be independant if you're not around...

You asked me to change and today...

I'll start to mould myself into a better behavior...

Trust me abah...

I can't live without your support...

I can't leave without youuu..

Without you..

Who am I?

I'm useless...

ABAH...

You are my idol...
You are my angel..

You are my everthing...

Thank you for your undivided love towards me...

I LOVE YOU TOO ABAH. 100% (No doubt) XOXO =D

*I made this poem espeacially for my beloved father. Badrul Hisham B. Lope.
No copycat. I didn't take other ppl's poems or quotes.
This poem comes deep from my HEART.
My hand just doing its duty by typing while my heart is saying and griefing in the same time.

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Thanks for reading.Silalah komen si omey-omey! Papai ^_^

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